This cloud of inadequacy hangs over me every time I teach a class for the first time. For instance, the first time I taught Good Books, I totally screwed it up. However, now, I think I'm pretty damn good at teaching Good Books. I need to develop the same confidence for mythology.
It's a matter of becoming an old war horse. I think of myself as an old war horse of Good Books. I've taught it enough that I feel totally comfortable with the class. Some days, I don't even need a lesson plan to teach. I can just walk into the classroom and fly by the seat of my pants. In fact, those are some of the best Good Books classes I teach.
I'm not quite there with mythology yet. I probably won't be there for at least a few more semesters. Instead, I feel like I'm standing up in front of my students, dancing to "Ice Ice Baby" like some middle-aged idiot. I may not look quite that foolish, by that's my perception at the moment. It ain't very fun.
Saint Marty needs to make up a lesson plan now.
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