After I was done teaching my mythology class, I swung by the English Department office to check my mailbox. I check my mailbox at least once a week. It's not to see if anybody sent me mail. My mailbox is always empty. It's to remind my colleagues that I still exist, that I still teach at the university.
As I stepped into the mail room, I encountered a grad student swearing at his laptop. "Come on, fucker," he was saying. He followed it up with, "Fuck!"
I chuckled a little bit and said, "Problems, Dex?" (That's not his real name, but I like the TV show Dexter.)
He said something really technical about computers that I didn't quite understand. Basically, if the mouse ain't working or the screen goes black, I'm calling Information Technology. But then Dex said, "Hey, Marty, do you have time to look at a poem of mine?"
I never have grad students ask me for writing advice. I'm too unknown. Too adjuncty. To have Dex ask me for advice made me feel...legitimate. I've been feeling a little down on myself recently. Dex gave me the shot in the arm I needed. I walked down to his office and looked at his poem. It was the first time I've been treated like a poet for a long while. I loved it.
Saint Marty's taking this little encounter all the way to the self-esteem bank.
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