December 31: Sandra McPherson, "A Pumpkin at New Year's," Happy New Year

A Pumpkin at New Year's

by:  Sandra McPherson

Heads were rolling down the highway in high slat trucks.   

I knew it was time to buy you and found you,

The last sphere unscarred and undistorted in the store,   

Big as my own head.

It was time too to leave you uncut and full-featured,   

Like the grandpa of twenty-five pumpkins in my past,   

Khrushchev-cheeked and dwelling on yourself,   

Great knee of my childhood.

I plainly thought you would rot.

I remembered the fetor of other pumpkins,

Their blue populations coming out of hiding as if at the end   

Of some apocalypse.

I devoted a day to reading up on minor cucurbits:   

I learned your dozen names in African

And came home ready to raise or raze you,   

Positive of change.

But so far—eternity. I think I would not like   

Eternity, after I had used my senses up,

As I’ve tried with you—fingertips dragging over your world   

Pole to pole

Till they go dead like explorers, nostril cilia

Detecting your fragrance more delicate than they—

And my patience. It’s Christmas, it’s a new year   

And I hear

Of a family who’s kept you for four ...

You endure like matter manufactured

And indeed your stem seems punched into your orange gathers

Like a button in a mattress.

Shall I give you a room or a shrine? And shall I   

Purchase you a mate and family,

When ours is so inadequate, fixed upon your window   

Deathbed as we are,

Centered upon a time and birth, new holiday, new friends,   

New pumpkins, celebrating when all

That has failed us has passed away.

You have not failed.

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A poem for New Year's.

I need to go play a game with my son now.  He's forcing me to play Pugopoly, which is Monopoly with pugs.  I have always hated that game.  These are the sacrifices we make.

Saint Marty needs some champagne.  Or Cheetos.