My first reaction was knee-jerk. I wanted to defend my recent attitude, attribute it to exhaustion or overwork or financial worries or Republicans.
My second reaction was remorse. I didn't realize my recent posts have been so...so...whiny.
My third reaction was acceptance. Yes, having reviewed some of my recent blogs, I admit it. I've been a little down in the dumps, and dragging all of my disciples into the pit of despair with me.
My fourth (and current) reaction is a vow to change. I promise to make an effort to be more positive in my outlook and posts. I will try to keep my bitching to a minimum, and, if I feel it necessary to bitch, I will temper said bitching with a healthy dose of self-deprecating humor. My natural character tends to be a bit on the dark side. I will have to keep a very close eye on myself.
Hopefully, I have not turned too many people off blog. Stay tuned for a definite change (even though I hate change). It won't be all puppies and rainbows, but I will guarantee something a little lighter every once in a while. Maybe puppies and compost.
Saint Marty is going to try to turn over a new leaf. Just in time for autumn.
Let's blame my bad mood on her |
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