The reason this e-mail is difficult is because I am basically withdrawing from all of the leadership roles I hold in the church. I've held these positions for over ten years. I've been an organist for the church for closer to 15 years. I really love the work I do.
However, I can't afford to do it for free. That's my dilemma.
I am trying to think of this situation as an opportunity. I will be teaching a community schools poetry workshop. I will find another church that needs/values my skills and talents as a musician and worship leader. I will have more time to write.
In the meantime, my wife and I will be instituting more austerity measures in our household. Turning down the thermostat a couple more degrees. Taking showers only a few times a week. Buying off-brand everything--cereals, deodorant, pasta, toilet paper. More trips to St. Vincent de Paul and the Salvation Army. I'm currently earning money by providing assistance to a person who recently had surgery--cleaning, vacuuming, making beds, emptying garbage cans.
So, I will sit down with my laptop tomorrow and send that e-mail to the pastor. As I said, it's not going to be easy. But it's necessary.
Sort of like Saint Marty getting his appendix removed.
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keep thinking of it as an opportunity, that is a great outlook. You work very hard for your family, volunteering is great but you are right, it doesn't pay the bills
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