You know, when I started this blog about a year and a half ago (under the name Feasts & Famines), I thought it would only be a matter of time before some big agent or publisher discovered how witty and talented I was. A book deal was supposed to follow. Then a film adaptation of my book, starring Leonardo DiCaprio and directed by Martin Scorsese (I'd settle for Steven Spielberg). Well, here I am, almost two years later, no book or movie deal on the horizon. I'm still holding out hope that these things will come to pass, but I'm trying to be a little more realistic. I'm setting my sights on the Nobel Prize in Blogging (which the members of the Swedish Academy will create just so they can honor my brilliant writing). Hey, a guy's gotta dream.
My point is that sometimes it feels like I'm writing in this little vacuum. Aside from a few very supportive and kind disciples who leave comments, I don't know if what I'm writing is having any kind of impact. I mean, I sound whiny and annoying to myself sometimes. I'm sure I turn off more readers than I turn on (not in any kind of sexual or pornographic sense--the name of the blog is Saint Marty, not The Penis Blog or Adventures With My Other Head). I guess the best I can hope is that my posts make a few people smile or laugh, maybe think a little about issues of mental illness, writing, poetry, and sexual addiction. If I can accomplish that every day, then I'm doing something worthwhile. I'm making a small difference in the world.
Well, it's Carol Dip Monday. I already have my question picked out. It has to do with something that's happening later this afternoon:
Will I have any cavities at my dentist appointment today?
And the answer from the great book of Dickens is:
...It gave him little surprise, however; for he had been revolving in his mind a change of life, and thought and hoped he saw his new-born resolutions carried out in this.
That doesn't really answer the question. Either I'm not going to have a cavity and will change my oral hygiene habits to insure I don't develop any issues, or I will have a ton of cavities and gum disease and will change my oral hygiene habits to correct these problems.
Either way, Saint Marty is going to have to brush and floss more often.
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