Showing posts with label walks with my puppy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label walks with my puppy. Show all posts

Saturday, September 2, 2023

September 2: "Rice," Take It for Granted, Black-Eyed Susans

Mary Oliver enjoys some . . . 

Rice

by:  Mary Oliver

It grew in the black mud.
It grew under the tiger's orange paws.
Its stems thinner than candles, and as straight.
Its leaves like the feathers of egrets, but green.
The grains cresting, wanting to burst.
Oh, blood of the tiger.

I don't want you just to sit down at the table.
I don't want you just to eat, and be content.
I want you to walk out into the fields
where the water is shining, and the rice has risen.
I want you to stand there, far from the white tablecloth.
I want you to fill your hands with the mud, like a blessing.



We don't always think about the food on our plates.  How it's planted or raised.  Where it's planted or raised.  Who planted or raised it.  We simply take it for granted--the way we take clean water or electricity or shoes for granted.  These daily luxuries (yes, they are luxuries) are just part of our daily existences.  Until they're not.

If there's one thing I've learned from Mary Oliver, it's this:  don't take even the smallest gifts, like a grain of rice, for granted.  Think about it.  We don't meditate on the black mud, the candle-thin stems, or egret-feather leaves of rice.  We just load up our plates, slop on some butter or mix in vegetables, and call it good.

But everything has a story, including the food on our dinner tables.  I went for a few walks with my puppy today.  The day was brilliantly warm and blue, and my puppy chased after a couple bunnies, barked at cars, and rolled on her back to let some kids scratch her belly.  Nobody who saw or encountered her knew her story,  How, just a few months ago, she nearly died.  How we weren't even sure she would walk normally again.  All the people saw today was a cute little miniature Australian shepherd, full of energy and love.

That's what I'm talking about.  Every time my puppy goes for a stroll, every step she takes, is a blessing, just like the mud where the rice grows.  I used to take these walks for granted.  Now, I realize that each and every one of them is miraculous.  Like the eggs in my refrigerator or the cold water that cascades from my faucet every time I turn the handle.  I don't have to raise chickens or walk 20 miles to the nearest well to have these things in my life.

Outside of church tonight, after I was done playing the pipe organ for Mass, I stopped at the flower gardens.  There was a riot of black-eyed Susans blooming.  They stole my breath.  I've the watched the people tending the flowers all summer long.  Weeding.  Watering,  Deadheading.  I've watched bees flitting from blossom to blossom, doing their pollination dance.

Even these flowers have stories.

So, tonight's post is a narrative of blessings, small and large.

And Saint Marty gives thanks for each and every one of them.

Friday, April 24, 2020

April 24: Juggled, 33% Chance, Poem from "Kyrie"

It has been a long, tiring week in a succession of long, tiring weeks.

I often find myself too tired to do much of anything by the time I get home from working at the medical office, but I have other obligations at night.  Teaching.  Cleaning.  Writing.  Grading.  Fathering.  Husbanding.  I've juggled all these balls pretty well for most of my life.

Now, however, I find myself struggling.  Before I know it, I'm staring at a stack of papers or a blank computer screen at midnight, frozen and exhausted.  The stress of working in a hospital/medical office environment is draining.  Sure, there are times when I laugh and joke.  And I'm surrounded by people I care about and who care about me.  But this pandemic sort of consumes me, physically and mentally, for a good portion of every 24 hours.

I know that my story isn't any different from thousands of other stories out there.  I'm not unique.  I try to keep that in mind.  It's difficult, however, when I read statistics about how much Covid-19 affects people with diabetes.  That, if I get this virus, I stand a 33% chance of ending up on a ventilator.  Just thinking about that makes me want to wash my hands for about a half hour straight.

My great friend, Helen, said to me a couple weeks ago that she believes something good is going to come out of this pandemic.  At the time she said this to me, I had a hard time believing her statement.  But, as the shelter-in-place extends and extends, I have come to truly treasure the time I have with my family.  Long walks with my puppy.  Zoom meetings with siblings where we just eat dinner together.  These simple acts of sharing have become serenity in the middle of a chaotic time.

Tonight, I am giving thanks for these small moments of joy.  They sustain me.  Give me hope.

They allow Saint Marty to continue juggling for another day.

from Kyrie

by:  Ellen Bryant Voigt

All day, one room:  me, and the cherubim
with their wet kisses.  Without quarantines,
who knew what was happening at home--
was someone put to bed, had someone died?
The paper said how dangerous, they coughed
and snuffed in the double desks, facing me--
they sneezed and spit on books we passed around
and on the boots I tied, retied, barely
out of school myself, Price, at the front--
they smeared their lunch, they had no handkerchiefs,
no fresh water to wash my hands--when the youngest
started to cry, flushed and scared,
I just couldn't touch her, I let her cry.
Their teacher, and I let them cry.