Showing posts with label Yeti. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Yeti. Show all posts

Saturday, December 3, 2016

December 3: Once-in-a-Lifetime Thing, Unicorn, Obsession

I began to look for them day and night.  Sometimes I would see ripples suddenly start beating from the creek's side, but as I crouched to watch, the ripples would die.  Now I know what this means, and have learned to stand perfectly still to make out the muskrat's small, pointed face hidden under overhanging bank vegetation, watching me.  That summer I haunted the bridges, I walked up creeks and down, but no muskrats ever appeared.  You must just have to be there, I thought.  You must have to spend the rest of your life standing in bushes.  It was a once-in-a-lifetime thing, and you've had your once.

Dillard is obsessed with muskrats.  She stalks them around Tinker Creek.  Her heart flutters when she sees ripples and bubbles on the surface of the water.  All summer, she creeps along creek banks and bridges, like some guerilla naturalist, searching out the muskrat.  And the muskrat remains a frustration.  Almost mythical.  A unicorn or Yeti.

I know a few things about obsession.  This past week, I have been focused on one thing:  my Christmas essay.  Of course, it had partly to do with deadlines, but it was something else, as well.  I literally couldn't think of anything else.  When I was working, driving, taking a crap, I was working through the writing in my head.  I think I drove my wife a little crazy.

But that's all part of being a writer, I think.  If I'm not obsessed about my subject, I can't write about it.  Now that I'm done with my Christmas essay, I will be obsessing about my Christmas poem.  After I'm done with my grading for the semester.  As you can tell, my life is a series of obsessions broken up with moments of pizza and sleep and Bailey's Irish Cream.

After I'm done posting this morning, I will be throwing myself full force into grading.  I am not looking forward to it.  My goal:  to have everything done by Wednesday night.  Essays.  Final exams.  Finished.  Then I can concentrate fully on the holidays.

So, Saint Marty's next obsession:  a red pen.


Wednesday, November 2, 2016

November 2: Lake Superior, Mount Superior, Something Miraculous

Monarchs are "tough and powerful, as butterflies go."  They fly over Lake Superior without resting; in fact, observers there have discovered a curious thing.  Instead of flying directly south, the monarchs crossing high over the water take an inexplicable turn towards the east.  Then when they reach an invisible point, they all veer south again.  Each successive swarm repeats this mysterious dogleg movement, year after year.  Entomologists actually think that the butterflies might be "remembering" the position of a long-gone, looming glacier.  In another book I read that geologists think that Lake Superior marks the site of the highest mountain that ever existed on this continent.  I don't know.  I'd like to see it.  Or I'd like to be it, to feel when to turn.  At night on land migrating monarchs slumber on certain trees, hung in festoons with wings folded together, thick on the trees and shaggy as bearskin.

I chose this passage because it talks about Lake Superior.  Every day, as I drive to work, Superior is in front of me.  On summer days, I can see its blue palm reaching out to the horizon.  If I stepped out of my office at the university right now, I could walk across the hall and stare out the window at Lake Superior, its vast plane of water.  On really sunny days, it's difficult to tell where the lake ends and sky begins.

Dillard collects interesting facts.  Until I read Pilgrim at Tinker Creek, I never knew that Lake Superior is leftover from an immense mountain.  It's difficult for me to imagine it, actually.  I've grown up around this freshwater sea.  The ore boats, big as a couple of football fields, steaming into the harbor.  The white water of winter storms, pounding away at the sand and rocks.  Yet, some time ago (thousands of years?  hundreds of thousands?) there was a mountain instead of a lake.  An Everest kind of mountain. 

I like the idea of living near a mountain that large.  Maybe some sort of Upper Peninsula Sherpa culture would have existed.  Monks living high up on Mount Superior, ringing bells, chanting on frigid January nights.  People coming from all over the world to scale its heights, with and without oxygen.  Base camps.  Maybe a Yeti or two.

In about half an hour, I have to go teach my film class.  Most of my students were raised in the Upper Peninsula.  Lake Superior is a common sight for them, like a toothbrush on the bathroom sink.  Nothing to get excited about.  My students don't think about the fact that, at its deepest point, Lake Superior could swallow the Empire State Building.  Amazing.  Or that there is 31,700 square miles of water out there.  Astounding.

I'm just as guilty as my students, though.  I don't always take time to recognize the miraculous stuff (like Lake Superior) that I encounter on a daily basis.  Whirlpools of autumn leaves.  A church bell chiming.  A really good ice cream cone.  Vanilla.  Nope.  I take it all for granted, until somebody points it out to me.

Last week, as I was walking to my car after teaching my film class, three deer walked into the parking lot.  I could hear their hooves snapping on the pavement, like a group of women in high heels walking down a sidewalk.  I stood there, watched them.  They stood there, watched me.  Maybe we were all doing the same thing:  admiring something strange, a little miraculous.

Saint Marty is hoping to see something miraculous before he goes to bed tonight.  Maybe his daughter will wash her dinner dishes.  That would be pretty amazing.

The monarch migration

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

December 16: Snowy Night, Mary Oliver, "Christmas Poem"

It has been a very snowy day in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan.  After almost a week of 40-degree weather, winter has returned in full force.  I actually had to snow blow when I got home this evening at 9:30.  When I was done, I looked like a cross between a Yeti and the Stay Puft Marshmallow Man.

Tonight's Christmas poem is compliments of Mary Oliver.

Saint Marty is ready for a long winter's nap.

Christmas Poem

by:  Mary Oliver

Says a country legend told every year:
Go to the barn on Christmas Eve and see
what the creatures do as that long night tips over.
Down on their knees they will go, the fire
of an old memory whistling through their minds!

[So] I went. Wrapped to my eyes against the cold
I creaked back the barn door and peered in.
From town the church bells spilled their midnight music,
and the beasts listened –
yet they lay in their stalls like stone.

Oh the heretics!
Not to remember Bethlehem,
or the star as bright as a sun,
or the child born on a bed of straw!
To know only of the dissolving Now!

Still they drowsed on –
citizens of the pure, the physical world,
they loomed in the dark: powerful
of body, peaceful of mind,
innocent of history.

Brothers! I whispered. It is Christmas!
And you are no heretics, but a miracle,
immaculate still as when you thundered forth
on the morning of creation!
As for Bethlehem, that blazing star

still sailed the dark, but only looked for me.
Caught in its light, listening again to its story,
I curled against some sleepy beast, who nuzzled
my hair as though I were a child, and warmed me
the best it could all night.

You try snow blowing at almost 10 p.m.!

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