June 4: Old Friend, Southern Belle, Peace

This morning, as I was working at my desk, I heard somebody say my name.  I looked up, and standing before me was one of my best friends in the whole world.  Now, I'm not going to get all Hallmark Card here (mainly because Jody, my friend, hates that shit), but I have to say that my heart skipped a beat when I saw her.  Several years ago, she moved to Georgia to teach at a college, and I've seen her a total of two times in the space of eight years.  So, seeing her in front of me was a shock of pleasure.

The first thing we did was hug each other--hard--for about a full minute.  Neither one of us wanted to let go.  And I have to say that, until I had that direct physical contact with her, I didn't really believe it was her.

Jody has seen me through a lot of things in my life.  She was there when my wife was in labor with my daughter.  She was there when my wife was diagnosed bipolar.  She was there when I found out about my wife's sexual addiction.  When my wife moved out, Jody called me on the phone.  A lot.  I remember one night telling her how much I missed the physical intimacy of my wife.  I said to her, "Just one night, could you call and tell me that you're in your underwear?"  She laughed and said (imagine a thick, Southern accent), "There's an image you don't want in your head."

Jody and I started talking this morning, and we didn't stop for over an hour.  I loved hearing her voice and laugh.  I loved that fact that she's sounds so Southern she could put Scarlett O'Hara to shame, but every other word out of her mouth is "fuck."  Even though we talked about being broke and unemployed and sick, basically being people with graduate degrees in English, we were happy just to be with each other.

Jody is my trash-talking Southern belle.

And Jody brought peace into Saint Marty's world today.

Jody would hate this picture, but it's the only one I got

April 18: No Spirits, I'll Think About That Tomorrow

Well, we received no visits from the Health Care Spirits today.  However, my manager has informed the staff that the Spirits will appear tomorrow morning, when the bell tolls eight.

I really wish the haunting had happened today.  The longer I have to wait, the more anxious I become.  I just want this observation to be over.  I want to know what to expect.  Now, I have a whole evening, night, and morning to worry about it.  I wish I could be like Scarlett O'Hara.  I'd love to be able to say, "I can't think about that right now.  If I do, I'll go crazy.  I'll think about that tomorrow."  I'm not like that.  I will think about it right now, later tonight, and tomorrow.

At least I have choir practice to take my mind off the Spirits tonight.  That will take care of a couple of hours, anyway.  Then American Idol is on, as well.  That will eat up another hour or so.  Perhaps I can simply keep myself so damn busy that I'll just fall into bed and pass out at the end of the evening.

Saint Marty needs to break out the Ouija board tonight.  Perhaps the Spirits will have some words of wisdom for him.

Saint Marty says, "Fiddle dee dee."