Saturday, January 12, 2013

January 13: Road Trip, Shrek, New Cartoon

Yes, I am writing and posting Sunday's entry on Saturday night.  I will be travelling all day tomorrow.  I am taking my daughter to see Shrek the Musical in Green Bay, Wisconsin, tomorrow afternoon.  We're leaving early in the morning on this little road trip, and we'll be returning late in the evening.

I will say that long car trips are not one of favorite things.  I'm looking forward to the show, but the six hours of driving are going to suck majorly, especially considering I will be the only one behind the wheel.  But I will have a great time with my daughter.  That is one of my favorite things.

Before I sign off, I want to acknowledge some sad news.  I follow a blog called Alice's Bucket List.  It's written by a seventeen-year-old girl with terminal cancer.  The blog is funny, inspirational, and life-affirming.  This evening, Alice gained her angel's wings.  Please join with me in praying for Alice and her family.

Saint Marty is going to hug his daughter long and hard tonight.

Confessions of Saint Marty

January 12: Ice Skates, "Sagittarius Agitprop," Matthew Gavin Frank, New Cartoon

One thing about packing depressed me a little.  I had to pack these brand-new ice skates my mother had practically just sent me a couple of days before.  That depressed me.  I could see my mother going in Spaulding's and asking the salesman a million dopy questions--and here I was getting the ax again.  It made me feel pretty sad.  She bought me the wrong kind of skates--I wanted racing skates and she bought hockey--but it made me sad anyway.  Almost every time somebody gives me a present, it ends up making me sad.

Holden is a pretty sensitive soul, beneath all his bluster and lies.  He's misguided, lost in a world that he sees as pretty hostile.  It's a world that took his little brother Allie away from him.  It's a world he doesn't quite want to be a part of, because it's full of people who lie to impress.  Holden does his fair share of this lying himself, but he's not a "phony bastard."  He recognizes the significance of small things, like ice skates and snowstorms and playing checkers.

My friend, Matthew Gavin Frank, recognizes the significance of small things, as well.  In his debut collection of poems, Sagittarius Agitprop, Matt finds the astounding in oranges and feathers and chicken bones.  In the poem, "Sagittarius at Dusk," a tiny sand crab becomes an instrument of revelation:

Sagittarius at Dusk

In the sand, the crab
turns over, shoots its white belly
to the teenage girl, jogging in yellow
shorts.  She thinks it's a dime

but is too wary of the fat-legged
fisherman with the blue-and-white lure
to pick it up, find out
it's a crab.

The fisherman just became a grandfather
at forty-one, holds in his heart
a scrap of metal the size
of a dime.  The purple he sees

is not real, the egret dies eating.
The strangest things keep us alive at dusk.
From this bench, I can see the power plant,
but not the tired people inside

murmuring their small stories
in between small sparks.

Matt's poem makes tiny, lyrical leaps, from sand crab to jogging girl to fisherman to egret to power plant to the small, quiet stories of our lives.  In all the poems in this collection, the tiniest elements of the physical world propel the reader from thing to idea to music.  That's what's astonishing about his work, that he can find the astonishing in something as simple as a...

Saucer

Here is the saucer upon which my father's head
pools like coffee.  He's beyond medication.
The hummingbirds have overtaken him, bricking
his smile with sugarcubes.  When he speaks to me,
his tongue taps his teeth, a teaspoon gently ringing
the hour against the lip of his favorite mug.  The one
I brought back from Alaska.  The one with three
moose:  mother, father, child.  A cow, a bull, a twig
pulled from a nest, cracked with eggshell and cream.
I adjust his napkin.  I bring him his coffee.  In the bathroom,
a few hairs from his old beard still cling to the sink.

Sagittarius Agitprop transforms its readers, because it transforms the atoms of the universe into the expanding elements of poetry.

Saint Marty recommends Matt Frank's Big Bang of a book.

Confessions of Saint Marty

Friday, January 11, 2013

January 11: My Friend Matt, "Because of Citrus," Oranges

I love oranges.  I'm hungry tonight.  I just picked up a collection of poems by a friend of mine, Matthew Gavin Frank.  You'll hear more about his book tomorrow.  Tonight, I just want to share a poem with you that satisfies my craving for Navels and Clementines.

Saint Marty hopes you're hungry.

Because of Citrus

The body is a parcel, shamelessly spilling
its oranges.  Blood, navel,

sweet.  Paper-wrapped and unzested, pith
left to tickle the crack of one's ass.

Because of citrus, we can cringe.  Because
the juice, we cry.  Like the body, drinking

is obvious.  But this is not the body.
Not really.  The emptied peel we leave

is only the whale to something smaller,
trying, as we all do, to make love

to another small, same thing.

I'm really hungry tonight

January 11: Allie's Baseball Mitt, Green Ink, Poems Today

The thing was, I couldn't think of a room or a home or anything to describe the way Stradlater said he had to have.  I'm not too crazy about describing rooms and houses anyway.  So what I did, I wrote about my brother Allie's baseball mitt.  It was a very descriptive subject.  It really was.  My brother Allie had this left-handed fielder's mitt.  He was left-handed.  The thing that was descriptive about it, though, was that he had poems written all over the fingers and the pocket and everywhere.  In green ink.  He wrote them on it so that he'd have something to read when he was in the field and nobody was up at bat.  He's dead now.  He got leukemia and died when we were up in Maine, on July 18, 1946...

Holden has never gotten over the death of his brother.  In fact, his unresolved feelings over Allie probably motivate a lot of Holden's actions throughout The Catcher in the Rye.  They certainly motivate his eventual breakdown.  Holden loved Allie, the way he loves his little sister, Phoebe, who appears at the end of the novel.   Kids are true.  Kids are honest.  There is nothing phony about kids.  Allie's baseball mitt, with its green poems, sort of embodies Allie's innocence.  Allie was supposed to be playing baseball, but he thumbed his nose at the competitive nature of the sport.  Instead, he spent his time in the outfield reading his favorite poems.

Today, my daughter got an unexpected present:  a day off school.  A freak rainstorm blew into the Upper Peninsula overnight, and it was just too icy this morning to send out the buses.  It's a kid's dream--a three-day weekend with no homework.  On top of that, I'm taking my daughter to Green Bay on Sunday to see Shrek the Musical.  It's a belated birthday present.  I know when she finally drags herself out of bed, she's going to be really excited.

On this P.O.E.T.S. Day, I'm remembering those surprise gifts from Mother Nature, waking up in the morning to find out I had 24 hours of freedom ahead of me.  The world was usually white as a sheet of paper, just waiting for me to pull on my snow pants and boots.  Then, out into the blizzard I would go to write my poem.  Soon, the drifts and banks were composed into stanzas of snow people and forts and sled runs.  It didn't matter whether the wind was erasing my poem as quickly as I wrote it.  I just kept on writing until the entire backyard was some kind of Greek epic with witches and goddesses and sea monsters and sirens.

The world is sheathed in ice right now; the tree branches, encased in icicles.  It won't last long.  The temperature is already climbing.  Soon, everything is going to be slush and mud.  For the moment, however, there's this moment of frozen possibility.  Like Allie's baseball mitt, everything is poetry.  A baseball spinning and spinning against a blue sky.

Care to join Saint Marty in the outfield?

Holden and Allie's mitt