Showing posts with label write every day. Show all posts
Showing posts with label write every day. Show all posts

Friday, June 15, 2018

June 15: Greatest Efficiency, Writing Practice, Charles Dickens

A word concerning an incident in the last chapter.

According to the invariable usage of the fishery, the whale-boat pushes off from the ship, with the headsman or whale-killer as temporary steersman, and the harpooneer or whale-fastener pulling the foremost oar, the one known as the harpooneer-oar. Now it needs a strong, nervous arm to strike the first iron into the fish; for often, in what is called a long dart, the heavy implement has to be flung to the distance of twenty or thirty feet. But however prolonged and exhausting the chase, the harpooneer is expected to pull his oar meanwhile to the uttermost; indeed, he is expected to set an example of superhuman activity to the rest, not only by incredible rowing, but by repeated loud and intrepid exclamations; and what it is to keep shouting at the top of one's compass, while all the other muscles are strained and half started- what that is none know but those who have tried it. For one, I cannot bawl very heartily and work very recklessly at one and the same time. In this straining, bawling state, then, with his back to the fish, all at once the exhausted harpooneer hears the exciting cry- "Stand up, and give it to him!" He now has to drop and secure his oar, turn round on his centre half way, seize his harpoon from the crotch, and with what little strength may remain, he essays to pitch it somehow into the whale. No wonder, taking the whole fleet of whalemen in a body, that out of fifty fair chances for a dart, not five are successful; no wonder that so many hapless harpooneers are madly cursed and disrated; no wonder that some of them actually burst their blood-vessels in the boat; no wonder that some sperm whalemen are absent four years with four barrels; no wonder that to many ship owners, whaling is but a losing concern; for it is the harpooneer that makes the voyage, and if you take the breath out of his body how can you expect to find it there when most wanted!

Again, if the dart be successful, then at the second critical instant, that is, when the whale starts to run, the boatheader and harpooneer likewise start to running fore and aft, to the imminent jeopardy of themselves and every one else. It is then they change places; and the headsman, the chief officer of the little craft, takes his proper station in the bows of the boat.

Now, I care not who maintains the contrary, but all this is both foolish and unnecessary. The headsman should stay in the bows from first to last; he should both dart the harpoon and the lance, and no rowing whatever should be expected of him, except under circumstances obvious to any fisherman. I know that this would sometimes involve a slight loss of speed in the chase; but long experience in various whalemen of more than one nation has convinced me that in the vast majority of failures in the fishery, it has not by any means been so much the speed of the whale as the before described exhaustion of the harpooneer that has caused them.

To insure the greatest efficiency in the dart, the harpooneers of this world must start to their feet from out of idleness, and not from out of toil.

In this entire chapter, which is one of the shortest in the book, Melville is talking about efficiency.  He tries to point out the utter foolishness of a common practice in whaling boats--making the harpooneer not only throw the harpoon at the unfortunate quarry, but also help row out to the whale before he unleashes his weapon.  The practice, Melville argues, almost insures that the poor harpooneer will either miss or not have enough strength for the killing throw.  The traditional practice in whaling boats is, therefore, wildly stupid and inefficient.

I have always hated it when someone provides this argument when asked for the reasoning behind doing something a certain way:  "Because that's the way we've always done it."  With that line of thinking, then, slavery should still be alive and well in the United States, and bloodletting should be a common medical treatment for smallpox and epilepsy.  Just because a practice is common doesn't mean that it's either the best or most efficient.

This afternoon, I revised a poem that I've been working on.  I'd like to say that I went off by myself to a nice quiet room and spent three hours scribbling in my journal, crossing out and staining my fingers black with ink.  Of his writing habits, Leo Tolstoy said, "I must write each day without fail."  Here's a description of Charles Dickens' typical day:
Dickens’s working hours were invariable. His eldest son recalled that “no city clerk was ever more methodical or orderly than he; no humdrum, monotonous, conventional task could ever have been discharged with more punctuality or with more business-like regularity, than he gave to the work of his imagination and fancy.”
He rose at 7:00, had breakfast at 8:00, and was in his study by 9:00. He stayed there until 2:00, taking a brief break for lunch with his family, during which he often seemed to be in a trance, eating mechanically and barely speaking a word before hurrying back to his desk.
On an ordinary day he could complete about two thousand words in this way, but during a flight of imagination he sometimes managed twice that amount. Other days, however, he would hardly write anything; nevertheless, he stuck to his work hours without fail, doodling and staring out the window to pass the time.
Promptly at 2:00, Dickens left his desk for a vigorous three-hour walk through the countryside or the streets of London, continuing to think of his story and, as he described it, “searching for some pictures I wanted to build upon.” Returning home, his brother-in-law remembered, “he looked the personification of energy, which seemed to ooze from every pore as from some hidden reservoir.” Dickens’s nights, however, were relaxed: he dined at 6:00, then spent the evening with family or friends before retiring at midnight.
That is what Dickens did almost every day of his life, with little fail.  It worked for him, obviously.  He's considered the greatest novelist of the Victorian era.  Wrote 29 books in his lifetime, many of them considered classics.

Very few people could follow Dickens' writing process.  Just reading it exhausts me.  Working on my poem today, I followed my normal daily writing routine, which I would describe as fits and starts.  I work a full-time job, Monday through Friday, eight hours a day.  During the school year, I teach some afternoons and evenings.  To be able to write anything, I am stealing moments.  Today, I was scribbling in my Moleskine in between phone calls from patients.  A line here.  Phone call.  An image there.  Another phone call.  Another line.  Phone.  You get the idea.

This process probably wouldn't work for a whole lot of people.  But, like Dickens, I have crafted the way I write to fit my life.  Dickens had a houseful of children and a large group of friends, so he had to escape from them.  I have to work a lot to pay the bills, so I think and write on the job at times, even if I don't have a pen in my hand.  This afternoon, a coworker noticed I was staring off at the ceiling with a strange expression.  "Is something wrong?" she asked.  I looked at her, a little dazed, then said, "Oh, no, I was just writing a poem."

On the weekends, my writing habits change.  If I'm on vacation, my writing habits change.  Sometimes I write in the morning.  Other times, I sit down with pen and paper in the evening, after everyone has gone to bed.  What produced a poem for me today won't necessarily be fruitful for me tomorrow.  As Melville points out in the chapter above, the harpooneer doesn't HAVE to row the boat every time.

The only writing rule I try to follow religiously is this:  Write every day.

Saint Marty is thankful this evening for the practice of writing, in all its shapes and forms.


Tuesday, June 6, 2017

June 6: Yellow Brick Road, Kazim Ali, "Speech"

Really, writing these blog posts are some of my favorite moments of the day.  Usually, I am a little tired or a little rushed when I sit down to reflect on my life in the past 24 hours.  And, usually, I don't know what the hell I'm going to say when I start typing.  I just follow the Yellow Brick Road of my mind.

This blog is called Saint Marty.  Obviously, I am not a saint.  Anyone who's been reading my posts for any length of time knows this.  That striving for perfection, that's what this blog is all about.  It's also about the failure of achieving that perfection.  Failure is inevitable if perfection is the goal.

Through words, however, I can reach out and almost touch a little piece of sainthood.  It's all about the well-crafted thought, the beautiful image, the witty saying.  Words help me understand my place in the world.  That's why I write every day--to understand.  Maybe to improve, too, just a little.

Saint Marty is trying to climb his way to heaven, one sentence at a time.  Move over, Saint Peter.

Speech

by:  Kazim Ali

How struck I was by that face, years ago, in the church mural:
Eve, being led by Christ through the broken gates of Hell.
She's been nominated for the position of Featured Saint
on the Icon of Belief, up against the dark horse candidate—
me: fever-ridden and delirious, a child in Vellore, unfolding
the packet around my neck that I was ordered not to open.
Inside, a folk cure, painted delicately in saffron.
Letters that I could not read.
Why I feel qualified for the position
based on letters I could not read amounts to this:
Neither you nor I can pronounce the difference
between the broken gates and the forbidden letters.
So what reason do we need to believe in icons or saints?
How might we otherwise remember—
without an image to fasten in that lonely place—
the rock on which a Prophet flung himself into fever?
Without an icon or church, spell "gates of Hell."
Spell "those years ago unfolding."
Recite to me please all the letters you are not able to read.
Spell "fling yourself skyward."
Spell "fever."


Wednesday, June 24, 2015

June 24: London, Youthful Passion, Louise Gluck, "The Open Window"

It had been a lovely trip, London everything they had wanted and imagined--for Annie, reading selections from several Dickens novels at the time, it was an enchantment; they took strolls through the Queen's gardens, fed the swans in Regents Park; tried to envision the shantytowns that Dickens had once written about, along the Thames, the city's architecture sometimes suspending their notion of modern time.  In fact, out of their usual context for a glorious period of several weeks, the veil of grief had somehow lifted from their hearts, Ives regaining a sense of childhood wonderment about many things.  Walking about the city with a black-bound sketchbook, Ives drew madly, as he once had as a kid . . . 

Ives' trip to Great Britain does something to him.  As a kid, he used to sit for hours with his sketchbook, drawing cartoons, people, buildings.  He was obsessed with art.  Everything he saw inspired him.  He sent samples of his work to Walt Disney, and Disney himself wrote back, encouraging him to continue drawing.  That's what Ives recaptures in London.  Passion.  Curiosity.  The love of life.

I used to have the same kind of youthful passion that Ives rediscovers in London.  Everything made me want to write.  I'd read a Stephen King novel, and it made me want to write about vampires in a sleepy Upper Peninsula town.  I'd go swimming, and it made me want to write about the moon climbing over Lake Superior.  I saw the original Star Wars (before the episodes and director's cuts), and I wanted to be Isaac Asimov.  I had that much enthusiasm and drive.

I still write every day.  During the course of my 14 or 15 waking hours, I still sometimes find inspiration.  Not as often as when I was a kid, though.  Life gets in the way.  Sick kids.  Broken windows.  Car troubles.  These things tend to stifle my passion.

Right now, I'm sitting in my office at the university.  I rode with my sister to work, and I have a couple hours before I have to punch the time clock.  So, I'm typing my blog post.  I did the same thing last Wednesday.  I find my mind much clearer at this time of the day.  The worries of job and home intrude less on my thoughts.  In the space of a half hour or 45 minutes, I'm done, and I've written something that I'm not ashamed to publish.

It makes me wish I had a life that allowed me to follow this writing practice every day.  I would be able to produce so much more work.  However, rising at four every morning, writing for three hours, and then driving to the medical office to work for eight hours is not a schedule I could maintain forever.  By 8 p.m. today, I know I will be exhausted.  Falling asleep on the couch.  I don't even know how I'm going to answer phones and deal with patients for the next nine hours.

I'm not complaining.  I'm just wishing I could somehow reclaim some of my youthful enthusiasm for writing.  I feel a little too old and too tired at the moment.

Maybe Saint Marty needs to take a trip to London.  It worked for Ives.

The Open Window

by:  Louise Gluck

An elderly writer had formed the habit of writing the words THE END on a piece of paper before he began his stories, after which he would gather a stack of pages, typically thin in winter when the daylight was brief, and comparatively dense in summer when his thought became again loose and associative, expansive like the thought of a young man.  Regardless of their number, he would place these blank pages over the last, thus obscuring it.  Only then would the story come to him, chaste and refined in winter, more free in summer.  By these means, he had become an acknowledged master.

He worked by preference in a room without clocks, trusting the light to tell him when the day was finished.  In summer, he liked the window open.  How then, in summer, did the winter wind enter the room?  You are right, he cried out to the wind, this is what I have lacked, this decisiveness and abruptness, this surprise--O, if I could do this I would be a god!  And he lay on the cold floor of the study watching the wind stirring the pages, mixing the written and unwritten, the end among them.

Charles Dickens wrote Great Expectations at this desk