Showing posts with label Practical Gods. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Practical Gods. Show all posts

Saturday, December 22, 2012

December 22: Other Ministers, Carl Dennis, "Practical Gods," New Cartoon

“Jacob,” he said imploringly.  “Old Jacob Marley, tell me more.  Speak comfort to me, Jacob.”

“I have none to give,” the Ghost replied.  “It comes from other regions, Ebenezer Scrooge, and is conveyed by other ministers, to other kinds of men.  Nor can I tell you what I would.  A very little more, is all permitted to me.  I cannot rest, I cannot stay, I cannot linger anywhere.  My spirit never walked beyond our counting-house—mark me!—in life my spirit never roved beyond the narrow limits of our money-changing hole; and weary journeys lie before me!”

Marley’s Ghost hints at the mysteries of Heaven and Hell, of the divine, in this exchange with Scrooge.  There are other ministers who convey comfort and compassion to humankind.  Marley and company lift the veil to the spirit world a little to let us see both the redeemed and damned.  The afterlife, Marley seems to hint, can be blessing or curse, eternal torment or eternal joy.

Last night, for P.O.E.T.S. Day, I gave you, my disciples, a poem from Carl Dennis’s book Practical Gods, which won the Pulitzer Prize in 2002.  It is a collection of poems that, like Marley’s Ghost, touches upon both the sacred and profane.  Dennis draws from myth and religion, the pagan and the Biblical, to probe the mysteries of life in this universe.

Shortly after Dennis won the Pulitzer, I had the opportunity to hear him read from his book.  He was a soft-spoken man, difficult to hear from where I was sitting, even though he used a microphone.  At points, I remember straining to listen to his words.  Several people around me kept whispering, “What did he say?”

After reading Practical Gods, I realized that his performance was in keeping with his poems.  They are not showy.  Dennis doesn’t use the verbal pyrotechnics so in vogue in modern poetry.  His poems are quiet, sneaking up on the reader like the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come.  Dennis doesn’t deal with answers.  He deals with questions.

In the poem below, Dennis touches upon the question of selfishness versus selflessness:

To A Pagan

It’s sad to see you offer your prayers to the sun god
And then, when you really need him, discover too late
That though he’s willing to help, other gods more potent
Decide against him.  It’s too late then to regret
You didn’t invest your trust where we’ve invested.

Join us, and if help doesn’t arrive at once,
At least the deputy angel assigned your district
May hear your groans in the wind and track them
Down to your attic apartment in the outskirts
And mark the coordinates on her map.

Then she’s off on the long trek through the voids
To report the crisis.  Imagine the vault of the stars
As a tundra stretching away for a million miles
Without so much as a hut for shelter,
Without a tree or a bush for a windbreak.

Imagine how lonely she is as she builds a fire
Of tundra grass in the mouth of a cave,
A fire that proves too small and smoky
To warm her icy plumage.  Then add her voice
As she quakes a psalm to keep up her spirits.

Dwelling on her, your heart will fill with compassion
And you’ll want to cry out, “Great friend, I’m thankful
For all you suffer for my sake, but I’m past help.
Help someone more likely to benefit,” the prayer
Of a real convert, which is swiftly answered.

Yes, Carl Dennis asks questions with his poems in Practical Gods, but he doesn’t provide many answers.  He provides conclusions that are rife with more questions.  There are no easy solutions in life, he seems to be saying.  As the pagan learns in the above poem, it is through our struggle and need that we learn where real salvation lies:  in human connection, in the impulse to reach out a Samaritan hand and heal a wounded traveler.

Saint Marty hopes he can live up to that challenge.

Confessions of Saint Marty


Friday, December 21, 2012

December 21: Tough Snore, Snow Storm, "Jesus Freaks"

Awaking in the middle of a prodigiously tough snore, and sitting up in bed to get his thoughts together, Scrooge had no occasion to be told that the bell was again upon the stroke of One…

Scrooge is always waking up in the nick of time to meet the next Christmas Spirit.  He never sleeps through the appointed hours.  He has some kind of internal alarm that goes off when something paranormal approaches.  Perhaps it’s fear.  Perhaps it’s annoyance.  Perhaps it’s an enlarged prostate.

This morning, I woke at 3:58 a.m.  I was pissed.  I hate waking up just a couple minutes before my alarm sounds.  I just lie there, in bed, waiting for that buzz that tells me it’s time to drag my butt from my warm bed into the cold, dark work day.

Today, I stepped out onto my front porch first, to check the weather situation.  The forecast was for high winds and near blizzard conditions.  The wind was there.  The snow was there.  And across the street was my sister, trying to dig her car out of the drifts.  My wife got up; we got dressed; and we went outside to get my sister’s car unstuck.  I could hear the snowplows roaring up and down nearby streets, but my street was still thick and white.  It took about ten minutes of pushing and rocking to get my sister moving.

I did not get stuck on my way to work.  In fact, I was barely late.  Then I cleaned.  I filed.  I typed up surgical schedules.  Each time I thought I was done with my work, some other task presented itself.  I left the office over an hour later than I planned.

The snow storm was pretty much over by the time I headed home.  To make a long story even longer, we are going to have a white Christmas.  A really white Christmas.

For P.O.E.T.S. Day, I have a poem for my disciples from the poet Carl Dennis.  It’s from his Pulitzer Prize winning collection Practical Gods (which you’ll hear more about tomorrow).  It’s about belief and doubt.  It’s about passion and resentment.  Mostly, it’s about the human need for companionship.

Saint Marty is going to be getting a lot of companionship this weekend.  Music rehearsals.  Worship services.  Christmas programs.  He’s going to have companionship coming out his wazoo.

Jesus Freaks

The approval they get from above is all they need,
So why should they care if they offend me
Here in the parking lot of the Super Duper, my arms full,
By stuffing a pamphlet or two in my pocket?

No point in shouting at them to keep back
When they’re looking for disapproval.  No reason
For them to obey the rules of one of the ignorant
Who supposes the perpetual dusk he lives in

Sunny noon.  Their business is with my soul,
However buried, with my unvoiced wish for the truth
Too soft for me to catch over the street noise.
Should I rest my packages on my car a minute

And try to listen if I’m sure they really believe
They’re vexing me in my own best interest?
To them I’m the loser they used to be
When they sweated daily to please themselves,

Deaf to their real wishes.  Why make it easy for me
To load the trunk of my car with grocery bags
When they offer a joy that none of my purchases,
However free of impurities, can provide?

Their calls to attention shouldn’t sound any more threatening
Than the peal of a church bell.  And if I call
On the car phone to lodge a complaint,
Jail will seem to them the perfect place to bear witness

In this dark dominion where Herod rules.
In jail, but also guests at a banquet, while I,
They’re certain, stubbornly stand outside
Shivering in the snow, too proud

To enter a hall not of my own devising
And warm myself at a fire I didn’t light
And enjoy a meal strangers have taken pains with.
Yes, the table’s crowded, but there’s room for me.



Some of the best people I know are Jesus Freaks