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I know death is a natural part of life, but I'm getting a little tired of it. I was actually thinking that I might make to January 1st without any close member of our family dying. I was wrong.
Granted, my wife's grandmother was almost a century old. She had a long, mostly good life. But that doesn't make the loss any easier. And, of course, 2016 has claimed a good many famous people, as well. Yesterday, Debbie Reynolds died, one day after her daughter, Carrie Fisher, passed. The Grim Reaper is having a good year.
August of 2015, I wrote the following poem for my sister's funeral:
Strawberry Picking
by: Martin Achatz
You took me strawberry picking
once, drove out to a farm
where we paid to squat in green
beds laced with tongues of red.
I could feel my ears and neck
tighten under the punishing
sun as we filled Morning Glory
ice cream buckets with our
harvest, each berry looking to me
like some vital body part,
an organ or muscle necessary
for life. You sat on your haunches,
fingers staining red, as if you
were some battlefield surgeon
patching up the fallen with only
your hands. Every now and then,
you would lift a berry to your lips,
eat it in a hummingbird moment,
smiling the smile of the freshly
healed at Lourdes, where miracles
are common as empty wheelchairs
or dandelions in a July field.
The days since you've been gone,
I see strawberries everywhere,
in a welt of blood on my lip
after shaving, a stop sign,
a friend's dyed hair,
my son's sunburned shoulders,
oxygen in the gills of a perch.
Last night, I stood outside, under
ribbons of borealis, watched
them glide between the stars
like garter snakes in a midnight
Eden. The Bible says that, in the cool
of the day, Adam and Eve heard
God taking a stroll through
the garden. There were probably
peacocks nesting in the pines,
a stream talking with moss and stone,
the scurry of mole and spider
in the ferns.
That's what I believe you heard
in your last moments of breath.
You heard peafowl screams,
brook trout leaps. Grasshopper wing
and corn silk. And you heard
His divine toes in the grass, walking
along. When He came to you,
He couldn't resist. He reached down,
plucked you from the stem. You were
ripe. Sweet. Ready. He put you
in His Morning Glory bucket, continued
on into the dew and sunlight.
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Thursday, December 29, 2016
Tuesday, December 27, 2016
December 27: Earth Reel, Carrie Fisher, May the Force Be with You
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I was standing lost, sunk, my hands in my pockets, gazing toward Tinker Mountain and feeling the earth reel down . . .
Dillard is feeling a little at sea near the end of the book. It's the dead of winter. Winterkilled grass. Birds gone south. Monarchs migrated. Life in hibernation.
Found out this afternoon that actress Carrie Fisher died. Princess Leia gone. It may seem silly, but it felt like a part of my childhood slipped away when I heard the news. Like Dillard, I kind of stood near my desk at work, lost, hands in my pockets, feeling the earth reel.
Princess Leia was one of my first big crushes when I was a kid. It was 1977, and I was ten when the original Star Wars was released. I was at catechism class, and I found a magazine with pictures of golden robots, hairy giants, desert mammoths. And in the middle of all that was Carrie Fisher, robed head-to-toe in virginal white, with those stupid hair buns on the sides of her head. That night, I found a new religion.
I have been a Star Wars geek ever since. I saw the original film 27 times in the theater. The Empire Strikes Back--with Carrie Fisher is her space slave bikini--I saw over 30 times in its original release. Sometimes, when I said prayers in church, instead of ending with "amen," I finished with "may the Force be with you."
I'm not going to talk about the religious and mythological implications of the story of Luke and Leia and Han--the hero's quest. No, tonight I am mourning an important part of my adolescence. My horny teenage boyhood. The Star Wars universe taught me things about faith and hope and lust. It also taught me that even the darkest soul can be redeemed through love.
The Death Star has cleared the planet, Princess Leia.
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I was standing lost, sunk, my hands in my pockets, gazing toward Tinker Mountain and feeling the earth reel down . . .
Dillard is feeling a little at sea near the end of the book. It's the dead of winter. Winterkilled grass. Birds gone south. Monarchs migrated. Life in hibernation.
Found out this afternoon that actress Carrie Fisher died. Princess Leia gone. It may seem silly, but it felt like a part of my childhood slipped away when I heard the news. Like Dillard, I kind of stood near my desk at work, lost, hands in my pockets, feeling the earth reel.
Princess Leia was one of my first big crushes when I was a kid. It was 1977, and I was ten when the original Star Wars was released. I was at catechism class, and I found a magazine with pictures of golden robots, hairy giants, desert mammoths. And in the middle of all that was Carrie Fisher, robed head-to-toe in virginal white, with those stupid hair buns on the sides of her head. That night, I found a new religion.
I have been a Star Wars geek ever since. I saw the original film 27 times in the theater. The Empire Strikes Back--with Carrie Fisher is her space slave bikini--I saw over 30 times in its original release. Sometimes, when I said prayers in church, instead of ending with "amen," I finished with "may the Force be with you."
I'm not going to talk about the religious and mythological implications of the story of Luke and Leia and Han--the hero's quest. No, tonight I am mourning an important part of my adolescence. My horny teenage boyhood. The Star Wars universe taught me things about faith and hope and lust. It also taught me that even the darkest soul can be redeemed through love.
The Death Star has cleared the planet, Princess Leia.
Please vote for Saint Marty (Martin Achatz):
Voting for next Poet Laureate of the U. P.
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