Sunday, January 21, 2018

January 21: Coming Storm, Classic Saint Marty, "White Apocalypse"

It is 6 p.m.  The windows that I'm staring at right now are completely black.  No stars or moon.  There is a storm coming tomorrow to the Upper Peninsula.  A pretty big one.  I'm sure kids all across the area are checking weather reports and snow day predictor apps tonight. 

Of course, the real snow isn't supposed to begin until mid-morning.  I predict school for everybody in the a.m.  Tomorrow evening, however, is another matter.  I'm not so sure there will be night classes at the university.  I am prepared to teach, come rain or sleet or tsunami. 

I remember nights like this when I was young, when I would look out the windows every fifteen minutes, listen for the wind moaning through the trees.  There was something truly magical about the prospect of Mother Nature deciding whether there would be school in the morning.  It's the closest a kid can come to playing the lottery--do your homework or put all your money on the weather.

Speaking of storms, there were protest marches all across the United States today,  The second annual Women's March.  It was a blizzard of pink hats.  Days like this give me hope for the future, that change is possible.  Perhaps there will be a pink snow day for the Republicans in Washington, D. C., soon.

A year ago, my daughter was fighting the good fight, too . . .

January 21, 2017:  You Dumb Bastard, Militarism, Bleeding Heart

"Saved your life again, you dumb bastard," Weary said to Billy in the ditch.  He had been saving Billy's life for days, cursing him, kicking him, slapping him, making him move.  It was absolutely necessary that cruelty be used, because Billy wouldn't do anything to save himself.  Billy wanted to quit.  He was cold, hungry, embarrassed, incompetent.  He could scarcely distinguish between sleep and wakefulness now, on the third day, found no important differences, either, between walking and standing still.

He wished everybody would leave him alone.  "You guys go on without me," he said again and again.

Billy Pilgrim isn't stupid.  He's naive, hasn't seen much in the world.  I think a lot of guys who fought in World War II were Billy Pilgrims.  Young and inexperienced.  Barely out of high school.  And they were given guns and sent across the globe to fight enemy Billy Pilgrims.  Most of them young and scared shitless.

I had a talk with my daughter about militarism last night.  She has been debating with her friends from school about the transition from sanity to insanity in Washington, D.C.  She is in the minority among her peers.  She's thoughtful, accepting, compassionate, and rational.  She was telling me how her friends believe that an increase in military spending in the United States will somehow make the world a better place.

I admire war veterans and the sacrifices they have made for the cause of freedom.  Every Veteran's Day and Memorial Day, I attend services with my family because I think it's important to honor those sacrifices.  The Billy Pilgrims deserve our gratitude and respect. My daughter understands this, as well.

I want the world to be safe for Billy and Milly Pilgrims.  I don't want to have innocent young men and women dying because political leaders are trying to make a point.  I don't think my daughter's friends understand this.  I am old enough to remember the last years of the Vietnam War.  I remember the black armbands and casualty reports on the nightly news.  The military recruiters calling my newly graduated brothers, trying to convince them to enlist.

The world is not going to be a safer place if we build bigger and better weapons.  Because then others will build bigger and better weapons.  It's an unending cycle.  Then, suddenly, someone decides to pull the trigger, and triggers start getting pulled all over the world.  And Billy and Milly Pilgrims, our sons and daughters, will die.

So, call me a liberal, bleeding heart bastard.  Call my daughter a liberal, bleeding heart bastard.  I will always err on the side of compassion, common sense, love, and acceptance.

Today, Saint Marty is grateful for the men and women who have fought and died for peace and freedom.

For my daughter's friends . . .

And a little something in honor of the coming storm . . .

White Apocalypse

by:  Martin Achatz

It wasn’t white Christmas.  It was white apocalypse.  The kind of storm where you start shoveling, and, by the time you’re done, you have to start again.  My wife and I owned one shovel and an ice cream bucket.  We shoveled and bucketed all day.  By the time we got to Mitchell Methodist at 11 p.m., we were weary.  The world was a cataract.  Cars.  Fences.  Hedges.  All coated in heavy, white film.

Pastor Bunce joked about the blessing of snow and how we were the most blessed people on Earth this Christmas.  We laughed, lit candles, sang “Silent Night.”  As we left the church at midnight, a friend handed us a loaf of homemade cardamom bread, with icing thick as the polar cap.  We stepped outside.

The sky had cleared.  Moonlight.  Snowlight.  Everywhere.  And a quiet so profound it seemed like we weren’t real.  We’d been erased.  Like Pompeii after Vesuvius.  Hiroshima after the bomb.  Silent, holy annihilation. 



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