How the Grass and the Flowers Came to Exist, a God-Tale
by: Mary Oliver
I suppose
the Lord said:
Let there be fur upon the earth,
and let there be hair upon the earth,
and so the seed stuttered forward into ripeness
and the roots twirled in the dark
to accomplish His desire,
and so there is clover,
and the reeds of the marshes,
and the eelgrass of the sea shallows
upon which the dainty sea brant live,
and there is the green and sturdy grass,
and the goldenrod
and the spurge and the yarrow
and the ivies and the bramble
and the blue iris
covering the earth,
thanking the Lord with their blossoms.
Of all the emotions Oliver writes about in her poems, the one that makes the most appearances is gratitude. Everything, from sea brants and eelgrass to spurge and yarrow, crawl and blossom into thankfulness. Even when she's writing about grief and loss, there is gratitude, which makes sense, when you think about it. The reason you grieve is because you've lost something you cared about a great deal. So, in a way, you give thanks by experiencing that profound sadness.
I am writing this as I sit on a grassy hill, waiting for my hometown's fireworks display to begin. Yes, I know it's not Independence Day yet. However, in the space of a week's time, four different local communities are shooting off fireworks. so, to avoid having competing fireworks, these towns/cities decided to space them out over several days.
Now, for my international disciples, I need to explain the genesis of Independence Day. In the United States, we celebrate our declaration of freedom from British rule on July 4, which is the day in 1776 that the Continental Congress adopted the Declaration of Independence. The signing of the Declaration didn't begin until about a month later, on August 2. Practically speaking, however, the colonists living here became independent on July 4. This was good news if you were white. It really didn't mean a whole lot to Indigenous peoples or enslaved African Americans.
The United States has been referred to as a Great Experiment. As with any experiment, mistakes have been made. Slavery. The displacement and genocide of Native Americans. The Chinese Exclusion Act of 1882. The Mexican American War. Jim Crow. The Tulsa race massacre. Japanese internment during World War II. The Vietnam War. The Stonewall Riots. I could go on, but you get the idea. The history of my country is riddled with blood, racism, intolerance, and atrocity.
And I sit here tonight, on the cusp of celebrating the 247th anniversary of the adoption of the Declaration of Independence, writing this criticism of the United States. It has been said the one of the greatest acts of patriotism is criticism (not violent insurrection or gerrymandering or election fraud). I believe that. Because I want my country to do better. Be better.
A few years ago, one of the greatest topics of conversation in the United States was the building of a border wall between the United States and Mexico. Then the pandemic happened, and, because of our government's terrible response to this global health crisis, other countries banned United States citizens from entering their borders. We became the refugees that nobody wanted. What goes around, comes around.
Am I proud to be an American? Sometimes. I'm also sometimes embarrassed, angry, indignant, confused, disgusted, and ashamed. I can be all of these things because I live in a country where I have the freedom to think what I want, believe what I want, and express myself any way I want.
And I am grateful for that.
Saint Marty thinks that's worth setting off some fireworks.
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