Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Septmber 2: A Quick Poem, Gerard Manley Hopkins, "Heaven-Haven"

OK, it's late, and I have a very long day tomorrow.  Work.  Teaching.  I'm going to be going from 5 a.m. until 10 p.m.  I need to get to bed.

I have a short poem from Gerard Manley Hopkins tonight.  An early poem, too.  Yet, I think it contains the kernel of everything that makes Hopkins great.  Spirituality.  Linguistic surprise.  And a great deal of beauty.

Saint Marty is tired.  Still a little sick.  Ready for this day to be over.

Heaven-Haven

by:  Gerard Manley Hopkins

A nun takes the veil

     I have desired to go
          Where springs not fail,
To fields where flies no sharp and sided hail
     And a few lilies blow.

     And I have asked to be
          Where no storms come,
Where the green swell is in the havens dumb,
     And out of the swing of the sea.

The swing of the sea...

September 2: Hang Onto Things, Kids, Prayer for a Big Boy

Mothers for miles around worried about Zuckerman's swing.  They feared some child would fall off.  But no child ever did.  Children almost always hang onto things tighter than their parents think they will.

E. B. White is talking about a rope in a barn.  A really long rope that swings really, really high without any kind of safety precautions.  You know, the kind of things kids love to do, and the kind of thing that parents have nightmares about.  Sort of like seeing your toddler son on the curb of a busy city intersection and not being able to stop him from stepping into traffic.

I put my kids on the bus this morning for their first day of school.  My daughter is a pro.  An eighth grader, full of confidence.  She knows the game.  My five-year-old son, on the other hand, had a rough kindergarten year.  Lots of visits with the principal.  Lots of talks with the school counselor.  It was a long year.

I have to say that I was a little anxious all day.  When I came home this evening, the first thing I did was look at my phone to see if there was a voice mail waiting for me.  There was no voice mail.  When I talked to my son a little later, I told him how happy I was that he behaved himself.  He looked at me and said, "I'm in first grade.  I'm a big boy now."

Kids constantly surprise parents.  As E. B. White writes, they hang onto things tighter than their parents think they will.  Today, my son did just that.

My prayer for this week is that my son keeps holding on.  Tight.  That he remembers he's a big boy now.

Saint Marty is so proud of his son.

Not this kind of big boy...

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

September 1: Dreary Grandeur, Poet of the Week, Gerard Manley Hopkins, "God's Grandeur"

Even on days like today, rainy and misty and dark, there's a certain dreary grandeur in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan.  The maple trees on my street are already starting to color.  Half-orange, half-green.  In this weather, the brilliance is tempered to a dull rust.  But it's still beautiful.  Autumn has always been my favorite season.

I have chosen Gerard Manley Hopkins as the Poet of the Week.  Hopkins was a Jesuit priest who renounced his youthful poetic aspirations when he entered the Society of Jesus in 1877 and "resolved to write no more, as not belonging to my profession, unless by the wish of my superiors."  The result of this decision was a body of work unique in language, beautiful in image, stunning in spiritual depth.

A warning:  Hopkins' poems are not easy.  The sonnets are strange in their sprung rhythm.  The images are linguistically dense.  But, when I read his work, he transports me to places of great joy and, sometimes, arid despair.

I have chosen to start with one of Gerard Manley Hopkins' most famous poems.  It is electrically transcendent, full of awe and thankfulness.

It makes Saint Marty humble, and that's a hard thing to do.

God's Grandeur

by:  Gerard Manley Hopkins

The world is charged with the grandeur of God.
     It will flame out, like shining from shook foil;
     It gathers to a greatness, like the ooze of oil
Crushed.  Why do men then now not reck his rod?
Generations have trod, have trod, have trod;
     And all is seared with trade; bleared, smeared with toil;
     And wears man's smudge and shares man's smell:  the soil
Is bare now, nor can foot feel, being shod.

And for all this, nature is never spent;
     There lives the dearest freshness deep down things;
And though the last lights off the black West went
     Oh, morning, at the brown brink eastward, springs--
Because the Holy Ghost over the bent
     World broods with warm breast and with ah! bright wings.

ah! bright wings

Monday, September 1, 2014

September 1: Lazy Day, Rainy Day, "Web" Dip Day

It's a lazy day.  I actually slept in 'til almost 10 a.m.  I never sleep that late.  There's a part of me that feels like I've wasted a good portion of my day if I stay in bed that long.  Obviously, my cold got the better of me.  It's amazing how an over-abundance of mucus can screw up your entire system.

It's also a rainy day.  An all-day soak, I think.  I'm sitting in Hardee's at the moment, having lunch with my wife and son.  My teenage daughter is taking advantage of her last day of summer vacation.  She's awake, but not really energetic.  She opted to stay home and do what teenage girls do with computers and iPods and cell phones.  Watch videos.  Text friends.  Play Minecraft.  OK, maybe not all teenage girls play Minecraft.  Mine does.

I pretty much did all of my class preparation yesterday, so I have no pressing work to do this Labor Day.  I have one little task to complete for the university's literary magazine.  As the new poetry editor, I have to submit a short bio for the magazine's website.  Something that says "Here's who I am and here's what I've done and please be impressed."

Well, I'm in a fairly positive mood right now.  My health is improving (I don't feel like I'm a cast member of The Walking Dead any longer).  I'm pretty much set for work for the week (just a little lesson planning and quiz making left).  And I know what I'm doing for dinner tonight (barbecue at my parents' house, if the rain lets up).

My question for this Web dip day is pretty simple:

Am I going to have a good week?

And the answer from Mr. White is:

"Is this true?" he asked.  "Is this appetizing yarn of yours true?  I like high living, and what you say tempts me."

"It is true," said the old sheet.  "Go to the Fair, Templeton.  You will find that the conditions at a fair will surpass your wildest dreams.  Buckets with sour mash sticking to them, tin cans containing particles of tuna fish, greasy paper bags stuffed with rotten..."

OK, so Templeton is going to rat Nirvana at the Fair.  That's a fairly definitive answer.

Saint Marty's week is going to be filled with sour mash and rancid tuna fish.  Fantastic.

I'm feeling better than this guy