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Friday, August 1, 2025

August 1, 2025: “Japanese-American Farmhouse, California, 1942,” Juxtaposing, “August 31, 1997”

Okay, so I have been inconsistent in blogging recently.

I find trying to write daily posts has been challenging since President 47 took office.  You see, he throws so much shit at us every day that it’s difficult to know where to focus.  I know that’s his political strategy:  overwhelming his detractors.  It’s difficult watching the country in which you live just crumble to morally bankrupt cowards.

Yet, I write every day in my journal.  Or, at least I try to.  That saves my sanity a little bit.  However, juxtaposing my daily life with the horrors being wrought by President 47 and his followers on the poor and working class . . . well, let’s just say that my preoccupations seem almost trivial.  Thus, I haven’t been posting a whole lot.  It seems too self-indulgent.

Sharon Olds juxtaposes her birthday and a picture of a sewing machine . . .

Japanese-American Farmhouse,
California, 1942

by: Sharon Olds

Everything has been stolen that anyone
thought worth stealing. The stairs into the grass
are scattered with sycamore leaves curled
like ammonites in inland rock.
Wood shows through the paint on the frame
and the door is open--an empty room,
sunlight on the floor. All that is left
on the porch is the hollow cylinder
of an Albert's Quick Oats cardboard box
and a sewing machine. Its extraterrestrial
head is bowed, its scrolled neck
glistens. I was born, that day, near there,
in wartime, of ignorant people.



That’s life, isn’t it?  While a tragedy occurs in one place, a baby is born not far away.  Grief and joy within miles of each other.  Or, as Mary Oliver says, housed in the same body.

This week has sort of been up and down for me.  A juxtaposition of struggle and happiness.  Of course, nothing in the news is good, so I’m not even going to go near that.  Smoke from Canadian wildfires has been clinging to the Upper Peninsula all week long, making the air smell like ash and turning sunrises/sunsets into glorious orange skyscapes.  But, I also hosted some great concerts and author readings, including Michigan Secretary of State Jocelyn Benson.



In the space of four days, I hosted a total of six programs.  In case you’re wondering, that’s a lot.  Therefore, I took today off work.  I did have a dental procedure done in the morning.  Did practice music at three separate churches.  Met my good writer friend/colleague Matt for a couple beers.  Then picked up my wife at 5 p.m..

I’m ready for a quiet weekend.  Unfortunately, that’s not what I’m going to get.  I have to play three church services, mow my lawn, meet with my book club, and lead a poetry workshop.  (If you’re wondering, that’s pretty much describes every weekend for me.). 

But, juxtapose that with sleeping in tomorrow morning.  Going to a birthday party for a neighbor who’s turning 100 years old.  Spending quality time with my family.  Maybe watching a few episodes of Schitt’s Creek with my wife.  It’s going to be a pretty good couple days.

Saint Marty wrote a poem for tonight about juxtaposition, based on the following prompt from The Daily Poet:  

On this day in 1960, Chubby Checker released “The Twist” while on the same day in 1936, Adolf Hitler opened the 11th Olympic Games in Berlin.  Write a poem that takes two completely different events and juxtaposes them.  Find the similarities in the events and connect them in your poem.

August 31, 1997

by: Martin Achatz

Both a little tipsy driving home
from Mike and Tracy’s wedding
reception, my wife and I held
hands, listened to the radio,
some oldies station that was playing
Janis Joplin, if I remember right.  
We didn’t talk, just basked
in the smell of sweat and joy,
my shirt still damp from the last
dance, “Paradise by the Dashboard
Lights,” and a world away she
was dying/was already dead
while our newlywed friends
unlocked each other’s bodies,
held each other the way
she probably tried to hold
onto each breath she took
that night in that tunnel, somehow
knowing they would be her last
and wanting them to go on and
on because the world was just too
beautiful to leave without saying
to someone, My God, what’s happening?

Thursday, December 4, 2014

December 4: This Announcement, Good News, Twice

For a moment after this announcement, the Arables and the Zuckermans were unable to speak or move.  Then Avery picked up a handful of straw and threw it high in the air and gave a loud yell.  The straw fluttered down like confetti into Fern's hair.  Mr. Zuckerman hugged Mrs. Zuckerman.  Mr. Arable kissed Mrs. Arable.  Avery kissed Wilbut.  Lurvy shook hands with everybody.  Fern hugged her mother.  Avery hugged Fern.  Mrs. Arable hugged Mrs. Zuckerman.

This passage is one of the happiest in the book.  The judges at the Fair have just announced Wilbur's award.  The narrative moves from utter defeat (Wilbur losing first prize to Uncle the pig) to utter joy (Wilbur receiving the judges' special commendation).  Wilbur has won.  Charlotte has won.

I have received some good news today.  Twice.  The first is that I am one of ten nominees for the title of U. P. Poet Laureate.  I don't stand a chance against the other nominees.  Most are very widely published, award-winning poets.  However, there is truth to the statement that it's just pretty cool to be nominated.  Now, people just have to go on the website and vote.

The other good news came in the mail today.  I received a letter from the editor of the magazine The MacGuffin, which recently accepted a couple of my poems.  The letter was thin, and I honestly thought it was a kill letter, which means that the editor decided, for whatever reason, not to publish my work.  That's what I was expecting.  I opened the letter:

"I am excited to let you know that the staff at The MacGuffin has nominated your poem "Without Words" for the 2015 Pushcart Prize!  Your work stands out as one of the best pieces we've published in 2014."

I was completely gobsmacked.  I stood in the middle of my living room, reading the letter over and over.  For the second year in a row, I am a Pushcart Prize nominee.  At the end of this really tough week of mourning and sadness, I actually felt joy tonight.  If I'd had some hay to throw in the air, I would have.  Instead, my book club met, and, during the course of the night, I drank several glasses of wine.  It was absolutely lovely.

Of course, I thought of my friend who passed away the day before Thanksgiving.  Last year, when I received news of my Pushcart nomination, Ray was one of the first people I e-mailed with the news.  When I saw him in the department the next day, he stopped me in the hall and said, "Marty, congratulations on the Pushcart nomination!  That's fantastic!"

Tonight, my friend/fellow writer, Matt, and I raised our glasses of wine to Ray.  Then, Matt smiled at me and said, "To the Pushcart, man.  Fucking awesome."

Saint Marty is genuinely happy tonight.  For the first time in about a week.

I'd like to thank everybody who made this day possible...

Monday, August 18, 2014

August 18: Beers, Reality, "Web" Dip

Went out for a couple beers tonight after work.  Yes, that's right.  I said beers.  Two very large apple beers at a local pizza place.  By the time I stepped away from the bar, I was pleasantly...happy.

The occasion was a visit with my friend, Matt.  Great guy.  Fantastic writer.  Foodie extraordinaire.  He just got back into town from his summer book tour.  We talked about books and rodent phobias and Ferguson, Missouri.  We dished about the upcoming semester at the university.  Matt and I share a similar take on higher education (that it's full of elitist, privileged babies).  He has been lucky enough to get a full-time, tenured position in academia, but he doesn't ever lose sight of his roots.  (He spent years working in the food industry before he went to college.)

Maybe it's the alcohol in my brain, but I find myself contemplating the reality of my life.  I don't think I will ever get hired to teach full-time at the university.  After 18 years of contingent teaching, I could fall off the roof of the science building and nobody in the English Department would notice.  (I might get a bouquet of flowers and a nice card.)  It's a difficult realization.  I really thought hard work and dedication would get me somewhere.  It hasn't.

So, perhaps I shouldn't drink beer.  Or perhaps I shouldn't ponder reality.  Or perhaps I shouldn't dream of a better life.  Let me ask E. B. White:

Should I dream of a better life?

And his answer this evening is:

"It's about Fern," she explained.  "Fern spends entirely too much time in the Zuckermans' barn.  It doesn't seem normal.  She sits on a milk stool in a corner of the barn cellar, near the pigpen, and watches animals, hour after hour.  She just sits and listens."

Dr. Dorian leaned back and closed his eyes.

"How enchanting!" he said.  "It must be real nice and quiet down there.  Homer has some sheep, hasn't he?"

Yeah, Fern is a dreamer, and Dr. Dorian doesn't see anything wrong with that.  In fact, he seems to envy Fern.  Sitting in a barn, by the manure pile, talking to pigs and geese and cows and spiders.

Maybe Saint Marty still has a few dreams left.

Doesn't mix with dreams

Friday, April 12, 2013

April 12: Exam Paper, a Turd, P.O.E.T.S. Day Funk

He started handling my exam paper like it was a turd or something.  "We studied the Egyptians from November 4th to December 2nd," he said.  "You chose to write about them for the optional essay question.  Would you care to hear what you had to say?"

"No, sir, not very much," I said.

Old Spencer is making Holden feel pretty lousy about himself at the beginning of The Catcher in the Rye.  Holden knows he's flunked Spencer's class, and now Spencer, in a misguided attempt to help his failing student, starts reading Holden's essay exam out loud, making Holden feel even worse.

Yesterday evening, I attended a poetry reading given by one of my good friends.  Matt's new collection has just been released, and Matt was typically charming, funny, and brilliant last night.  The room was packed, mostly because everyone knows he's charming, funny, and brilliant.  By the end of the reading, I was feeling great for him and lousy about myself.

As Ricky Ricardo says, "Now, Lucy, if you just give me a chance to 'splain."

I left the library last night really excited.  When I got home, I started going through my binder of stuff, trying to assemble a little packet of chapbookable poems.  After about an hour, I came to the conclusion that, in comparison to what I'd heard Matt read earlier, my poems were, to paraphrase Holden, pieces of turd.  I proceeded to descend into one of the foulest moods I've experienced in a long time.

That mood has extended into this morning.  I am in a P.O.E.T.S. Day Funk.  I'm afraid to start looking through my poems again.  Afraid that I'll simply confirm last night's impression of my work.  My plans for this evening aren't going to lift my spirits, either.  My wife and I are having dinner with Matt, and then we're going to the university's MFA celebration.  That means listening to MFA graduate students reading excerpts from their theses for a couple hours.  I'm hoping some of the poets will suck so that I can feel a little better about myself.

Saint Marty ain't havin' a good day, folks.

This pretty much says it all

Thursday, May 10, 2012

May 10: Chair Massage, Energy, Loose

I got a chair massage at the Wellness Fair at work today.  I wasn't going to get anything done.  The person giving the foot massages was a former student of mine.  There wasn't any acupuncture, which I'd already talked myself into trying.  And then, just as I was making my way to the stairs to head back to the office, I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"Marty, how are you doing?"

I turned around.  The person giving the chair massages was my friend Louisa.  She's the wife of my friend Matt from the English Department.  (He teaches non-fiction writing and poetry and is sickeningly talented.)  Lou is from South Africa and has a great Afrikaans accent.  She is the loveliest person alive.

So I joined the line for a massage.  I knew that Lou was a massage therapist, but, oh my God, she's a freakin' massage miracle worker.  She went to work on my back for about ten minutes.  She pushed and pressured and rubbed.  The whole time, we were gabbing about English Department politics and her husband and classes.  When I got out of her chair, I felt absolutely loose and energized.  Still do.

My shoulders are relaxed.  My head has this nice buzz, like I'm thinking more clearly.  If I had a glass of wine right now, I'd pass out.  I just e-mailed Matt and told him his wife could put her hands on my body any time she wants.

Saint Marty is feeling fantastic.

Get in line!

Friday, December 16, 2011

December 16: No Gin Tonight, Son!

No gin tonight, son!

Looks like everybody's having a little gin to me
 Peter Bailey, played by actor Samuel S. Hinds, says this to his younger son, Harry, as he's headed out the door to go to his graduation party.  At this point in the movie, the time period is around 1926 or 1927, a couple years before the Great Depression hits.  The Jazz Age is in full swing, and gin is pretty easy to get a hold of.  It's always struck me as a little funny that Mr. Bailey adds that word "tonight" in his admonition.  Obviously, it's alright for Harry to go out and get blasted on other occasion, but not when he's wearing and tuxedo and has just graduated from high school.

My wife and I are having some friends over tonight for dinner.  We're making some of our favorite dishes and appetizers.  I baked a pecan pie last night.  We hardly ever entertain or have dinner guests.  Most of the time, we eat dinner in the living room, watching TV or reading.  We are actually clearing off the dining room table and breaking out the good china.  When I spoke to my friend, he asked if he could bring anything.  I told him to bring a bottle of wine.  He was cool with that.  I also plan on picking up a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream (no relation to George) to mix in some hot chocolate, as well.

I'm excited to have our friends over.  They're a great couple, around our ages.  Matt was just hired this fall at the university to teach creative non-fiction.  Louisa, his wife, is just plain wonderful.  They had us to their house for dinner around Halloween, so it's our turn now.  Of course, Matt is a food person.  He worked in the restaurant industry for quite a few years.  That's makes me a little nervous.  However, I keep telling myself that they are not coming to our house for the food.  They're coming to spend time with us.  The food's incidental.

There will be quite a bit of "gin" consumed this evening.  We killed a couple bottles of wine when we were at their house in October.  So, Mr. Bailey's warning is not going to work too well at our house tonight.  Then again, none of us are 18-year-olds fresh out of high school.

Peter Bailey has a stroke a few hours after giving his sage advice to his son, Peter.  He dies broken and tired, with great dreams and lots of unfulfilled desires, I would imagine.

Saint Marty intends to have some gin tonight.  Maybe some zinfandel or pinot noir, as well.